My summer so far has been amazing, Stephen is just the best and we have been so happy lately and just have been goofing off even more than we normally do and being even bigger lame asses than we normally are lol and we’ve been going out to stores and whatnot more and just getting out the house together just the two of us and I think it has done us some good and he just makes me so happy and his cuddles are the best and he’s the cutest man I’ve ever come in contact with and I just love him so fucking much and it makes my day when I see him EVEN IF it’s only for like five minutes that I get to see him for lol, and most of all, I have my best friend back and I wouldn’t trade that for ANYTHING in the world and it’s like nothing ever changed between me and her and we’re exactly as lame as we used to be and it’s like we never stopped hanging out even though we didn’t hang out for a realllly long time, and I’m so so so happy with how everything is going and I don’t want anything to change at all. It’s just wonderful. :)
+I don’t even know where to start. You were headed down a wrong path. You wouldn’t listen to your friends who cared enough to warn you that you were self-distructing. You didn’t care what they had to say, you didn’t care about anything but getting high, doing drugs, and not doing anything, all day,…
I love you, Em. I hope you know, I just started bawling my freaking eyes out so bad when I read this. I am so glad that you are starting to realize this, I hate that you had to get caught for it to happen, but maybe it happened for a reason. I think it did. Honestly, I can already tell that the old you is FINALLY starting to come back. I was so scared that I would never have my best friend back. The Emily that actually cared about peoples feelings, gave a shit about herself, loved her family and friends more than anything else, and the Emily that was there to help people when help was needed is FINALLY coming back, and I hope she’s here to stay. I told you I would always be here for you when we got into it a few months ago, and I never really left, I always tried to talk sense into you but I knew in the end there was nothing I could do, you had to make the choice for yourself, but I could not allow myself to sit there and watch you throw your life away. That’s why I tried talking to you about it, and when I saw that it wasn’t working, that’s when I had to step out of the picture. I wasn’t mad at you, I never was. I hated that I had to distance myself from you, and it killed me to do it, but I couldn’t watch that. But, I was so happy on Monday at school because I could tell when we were talking and hanging out almost all day at school that you were going back to the way you used to be, before all the partying and all that stuff. I really missed you. Really. I missed you a lot. You’re my best friend, and I honestly don’t know what I’d have done if I would have lost you for good.
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